We have prison mission in my church and today I was able to serve with the team.
I was kinda afraid for a long time, because I was told, the prisoners (only men) are rude and they like to insult ladies. But this time I was free in the afternoon and God led me to sign up.
On our way there the others tried to prepare me and they shared the stories… if they wanted to cheer me up, then this was definitely the wrong way to do so.
Some jailers seemed more frightening to me than the prisoners themselves. There were men, who looked so familiar to me and I was thinking about if I really had met them before...
There was a really nice, helpful and polite young guy with angelic features in the worldly sense. It was fearful just to imagine what sin he could have committed, which landed him straight into a prison cell.
During our service I felt really safe and it was good to see how some of the men appreciated the message we brought to them. Seeing their tears, showing them love and comfort was a powerful thing. And how much powerful is our God? I hope that I can join the team later on.
On the way back home several Bible verses and a parable echoed in my head, like
- Proverbs 11:25b "whoever refreshes others will be refreshed"
- and Matthew 25:36c "I was in prison and you came to visit me".
~ The Signal ~
The young man sat alone on the bus and most of the time stared out the window. He was in his mid-twenties, nice looking with a kind face. His dark blue shirt matched the color of his eyes. His hair was short and neat. Occasionally he would look away from the window and the anxiety on his young face touched the heart of the grandmotherly woman sitting across the aisle. The bus was just approaching the outskirts of a small town when she was so drawn to the young man that she scooted across the aisle and asked permission to sit next to him.
After a few moments of small talk about the warm spring weather, he blurted out, "I've been in prison for two years. I just got out this morning and I'm going home." His words tumbled out as he told her he was raised in a poor but proud family and how his crime had brought his family shame and heartbreak. In the whole two years he had not heard from them. He knew they were too poor to travel the distance to where he had been in prison and his parents probably felt too uneducated to write. He had stopped writing them when no answers came. Three weeks before being released, he desperately wrote one more letter to his family. He told them how sorry he was for disappointing them and asked for their forgiveness.
He went on to explain about being released from prison and that he would take the bus to his hometown-the one that goes right by the front yard of the house where he grew up and where his parents still lived. In his letter, he said he would understand if they wouldn't forgive him. He wanted to make it easy for them and so asked them to give him a signal that he could see from the bus. If they had forgiven him and wanted him to come back home, they could tie a white ribbon on the old apple tree that stood in the front yard. If the signal wasn't there, he would stay on the bus, leave town and be out of their lives forever.
As the bus neared his street, the young man became more and more anxious to the point he was afraid to look out the window because he was so sure there would be no ribbon. After listening to his story, the woman asked simply, "Would it help if we traded seats and I'll sit near to the window and look for you?" The bus traveled a few more blocks and then she saw the tree. She gently touched the young man's shoulder and choking back tears said, "Look! Oh look! The whole tree is covered with white ribbons."
Retold by Alice Gray in Stories for the Heart compiled by Alice Gray (Portland: Multnomah Press, 1996), p. 81-82.